pain

 demon has arise from behind my darkest heart for eliminate my  hate to myself, but the thing is  even my darkest heart doesn't have any strength to fight back my hate. and i just one of its       victim. heart break, hate, the feeling that i helpless, feeling that i being ignored ,that feeling is painful
i never thought that feeling would hurt you that much 'till i got this pain
this pain ,this pain can't  be understood by anyone because human being is never be understand each other
pain 'cause ignored,  helpless, and forgotten
understand just the word to make you feel better  better but the truth is no one can't know your pain, no one want to feel your pain ,even he / she say " i know your feeling, even i ever feel it, but i still can rise from my pain, so are you!" even it is the truth ,he / she can't  sense your pain,because the one that can sense is just you, so am i , no one can feel my pain,and i can't sense their feeling . do some thing will make you forget your pain even just a little piece of it . if you make it to get past your pain,you'll get stronger and get more pain to get past.
(this is not a punch but just the word to share if you feel this information is suck, don't read. but i write what i feel)